Some
kind of trouble, some kind of fight
Just
don't ask me what it was.”— Suzanne Vega, "Luka,"
from Solitude Standing (1987)
The
singer-songwriter Suzanne Vega might
have been born 55 years ago yesterday in Santa Monica, Calif., but she is far more
associated with the city where she grew up, went to college, and set one of her
most famous songs, “Tom’s Diner”—i.e., New York. Even “Luka” seems more a
product of East Coast alienation than the sunny West Coast.
In
fact, she saw a child by that name outside her apartment building. Thin, sensitive,
he also seemed like he could be a tough kid. Above all, he “seemed a little bit
distinctive from the other children,” so she grafted a history onto him to
explain why he seemed so set apart: the abuse he suffered at the hands of a
parent.
“Luka”
works through ambiguity and implication. Start with the child’s
name: it’s probably, but not necessarily, a boy’s. He could come from a number
of countries.
Nowhere does the boy, the song’s narrator (itself an act of creative daring), come right out and state that he has been hit. But he keeps coming close. The second verse, the one quoted above, observes that “Some kind of trouble, some kind of fight” might be observed; later, he thinks he might be “clumsy” or “crazy,” as if blaming himself for the trouble; and the last verse notes that “they only hit until you cry,” with the “you” the thinnest linguistic veneer that it could be someone else, except himself, being hit.
Earlier
in the song, “you” is used more conventionally, yet subversively. “I live on
the second floor,” Luka says, “I live upstairs from you.” This is more than a
child meeting an adult in the song; “you” is now the listener who might find an
example of child abuse right where he or she lives. "You" is implicated now in what is told: What are "you" going to do about the suspected violence?
In a transcript for the show “The Infinite Mind,” Vega related how, while
performing the song at an Albany, NY appearance on behalf of the Coalition Against
Domestic Violence, she was startled by the sight of a crying woman in the
audience. It wasn’t until after the show that she could identify the woman:
Hedda Nussbaum, the abused partner of Joel Steinberg—the man who had killed
their adopted daughter, Lisa Steinberg, in one of the most heinous instances of
domestic violence of the last few decades.
(For more about Vega--specifically, her song "Caramel"--please see this prior post of mine.)
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